That is how I feel today...it has been coming for a few weeks/months now...either on the verge of tears or nerves or wanting to scream!!
I am going to another adoption meeting tonight - it is at Catholic Charities. I hope to get some clarity on a few unanswered questions.
How are we going to come up with the enormous amount of money? How are we going to get our house sold? What if we wait so long that the waits become longer and longer or they close the program? What if they change the age requirements and we don't qualify? What it what if what if!!!!!
I have been running more - trying to keep my mind off adoption.
Keep the blog stalking to a minimum. Yeah right....
Talking to friends....
Praying...lots of praying!! For specific things...to sell my house. For contract on my house close to the asking price. For clarity. To help me make decisions. For prosperity.
I have 2 blog friends that are #1 on the wait list. I can't wait for them to get their referrals!! I am praying for both of you this week!!